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Saturday, 23 February 2013

Friday

is the day for Taijiguan; one of the highlights of the week. Only lasts an hour, but the impact lasts and lasts.
Years ago I went to the gym on a regular basis for several years, then two things intervened. The gym started charging extra for things that had been inclusive and this on top of the regular membership fees made it too expensive. 
Then, there was shingles. Mine was not diagnosed soon enough although I was convinced that shingles was the problem. Hence, I am prone to recurring bouts of shingles pain. What can you take for it? Nothing has much impact on it at all. Shingles rash lasted 6 months, the pain continued. That put an end to gym membership.

Taijiguan takes place in a local community centre and the group varies in size with some attending more regularly than others. We have two tutors and they have different ways but it's always enjoyable. 

Here is a graceful version of what we attempt. The movements are slow, gentle with the emphasis on balance. Another key is to be relaxed with no tension anywhere. 
The after effects? Circulation - zinging from top to toe. Mind quietened and at peace for an hour remains quieter for a while with no intrusive thoughts. A sense of well-being remains.

Sunday, 10 February 2013


From the Guardian
A spokesman for Aldi said random tests had shown that the products they had withdrawn contained between 30% and 100% horse meat.
"This is completely unacceptable and like other affected companies, we feel angry and let down by our supplier. If the label says beef, our customers expect it to be beef. Suppliers are absolutely clear that they are required to meet our stringent specifications and that we do not tolerate any failure to do so," he said.
The main headline story has been 'contamination' as in horse meat found in products labelled 'beef'.
It set me thinking about food, buying and preparation. Thinking of the contents of my freezer, there are no bought in ready meals. Unlike two of my neighbours, H exists on microwave and oven ready meals he buys from Salisbury or Marks & Spencer. The other neighbour buys from Iceland in particular and loves to find bargains.
Apparently there's nothing 'wrong' with horse meat apart from not wanting to eat it or that it might contain 'bute' a pain killer phenylbutazone which has been found to cause aplastic anaemia in some people.
Thanks to being of a certain age, and my upbringing the closest to 'ready' you'll find me using is frozen veg particularly when the price of fresh is too high and veg is poor quality. We buy our meat from butchers.
Do people read the small print on ready meals and 'value' foods with understanding?  

Saturday, 9 February 2013

Field studies

Nettlecombe Court  is near Exmoor in Devon and run by the Field Studies Council. Years ago when in the VIth form we were encouraged to go on fieldwork at one of their centres. The year I went with some of the other geographers it was to Nettlecombe Court. 
How come I suddenly thought about it seeing as it has lain at the back of my mind all this time? 
Three reasons, firstly last weekend C told me she was taking her VI th form and some other pupils to one of their places in Wales, secondly, I did a search for the FSC and saw Nettlecombe Court on their map and thirdly I have begun an unusual and mould-breaking course with the OU. 
Off and on over the years I have done fieldwork in various places. Vth form it was studies in the local area, VI th form Nettlecombe Court, college Lyme Regis (Omitting my work / career). 
OU studies - Durham and Herriot Watt universities
OUGS Open University Geological Society field study - Tees Valley, Falmouth and the Lizard peninsula, Symposium and fieldwork Poole, Dorset

The latest OU course is virtual fieldwork! 
For various reasons, mostly political, universities are having difficult times. The creative idea from the OU is to use multi-media to work on-line and perform fieldwork tasks.

C has gone with her charges to Dale Fort. 

Checking out the Nettlecombe Court page it seems similar to when I was there many years ago. The dorms still have bunk beds! The dining room still has refectory tables and the classrooms haven't changed that much.
But, today there is a bar. In yesteryear we snook scrumpie into the dorm, the local pub was too far to walk and out of bounds.

College days - Lyme Regis we stayed in an hotel and as all were over 18 it was legal to drink in the bar. First 'fatal' mistake made by the tutors was to have the day's debrief in the bar. It turned out to be historical geography with a trip to Maiden Castle and numerous barrows, long, round and bank. We did go to Chesil Beach and I remember one of the lads 'falling in' and spending the day rather wet. Then there was the day spent in Dorchester museum looking at archaeology. 

I posted on the tutor discussion page to tell folk about OUGS. Hoping some of my fellow students will take advantage of the fieldwork events run by OUGS.

Friday, 18 January 2013

z_puppy


This little girlie will be joining our family at the beginning of next month.



Two weeks on she's more grown-up
Just look at those ears! She's ahead of herself! Usually it takes far longer for the ears to begin to perk up. Typically the right ear is the first to stand up, followed by the left.

A friend who is very good at drawing animals said she would like to draw Z_pup and of course I said 'Yes.' It won't be for a while but am sure it will be worth the wait.

Saturday, 29 December 2012

Time

Tempus fugit - time flies and leaves nothing in its wake apart from memories. Some positive but others are negative.
Let's stick with the positives.

Yesterday I 'played friends of the M6'.
Usually I prefer to avoid travels on a Friday, so how come I headed north yesterday? There are few people that could encourage me to break my self-imposed 'never on a Friday' travel. 

Two days ago, I received a message asking me if I was free 'tomorrow'. My god-daughter had plans for me and her mother (my long-time best friend). 

The hobbit movie is being shown nation-wide and god-daughter knows how much we love Tolkien. So she'd decided on a get-together and watch the film day. It never crossed my mind that travel would be on a Friday. Hence, I headed north along the dreaded M6 to meet up.

There's something inestimably good about the love and friendship of our nearest and dearest.  Hence without thinking I travelled up and then down the M6 almost without a qualm. Now I have memories to cherish.

Monday, 10 December 2012

Blackhorse, Bluebell and Red Cow

Luas Red Line has 28 Stops located at Tallaght, Hospital, Cookstown, Saggart, Fortunestown, Citywest Campus, Cheeverstown (Park + Ride), Fettercairn, Belgard, Kingswood, Red Cow (Park + Ride and Depot), Kylemore, Bluebell, Blackhorse, Drimnagh, Goldenbridge, Suir Road, Rialto, Fatima, James's, Heuston, Museum, Smithfield, Four Courts, Jervis, Abbey Street, Busáras, Connolly, George's Dock, Mayor Square - NCI, Spencer Dock and The Point.

So, where is the Luas? 
Dublin, Ireland...the tram network which connects areas of the city and is to be extended with more linkages.
For the grand sum of 23 euro a valid ticket allows unlimited use for a week!

Apols for delay, but life or rather the opposite intervened.

Back on track ('scuse the pun).



Dublin has a wonderful array of statues.

Finishing touches being made to the tree in front of the Post Office. That building played an important part in Irish history, Worth finding out about it if you haven't come across it before.

Over the years, I've taken a few photos of the 'tart with the cart'. This time someone had given her a rose.

Another Dublin landmark on the Ha'penny Bridge. Something you might want to look up maybe?

This is one I needed to find out...Anna Livia on the Anna Livia Bridge. The bridge dates from 1665 and was known as Chapelizoid until the centenary of James Joyce birth (1982) when it became Anna Livia as in the 'Dubliners'.

There's always more to see and learn in Dublin...

Sunday, 18 November 2012

Update

Made the journey to the hospital again yesterday. Had no idea how long OH would be there so drove away, parked up, read and waited.
About an hour later he phoned to say he'd just seen the consultant. Off I went to collect him.
Good news, 'You cannot tell which eye was done' said the consultant. Then wrote 'Discharged' across the outpatient appointment card.

What  a relief!

Monday, 12 November 2012

Catch-up

Haven't felt like posting for a while, but at last there's something I want to write.

Several years ago OH had a cataract op. It was a time when the NHS had a backlog and a team of surgeons came over from South Africa. 
They travelled the country in two purpose built vehicles. The first was reception, waiting room and specialist consultation booths. Here they assessed patients.
OH was taken there and back by taxi, all patients were transported that way. 
A few weeks later the taxi took him for his op.
The second vehicle was amazing - a huge trailer opened  up sideways. It had a day ward with leather couches, an anaesthetists area and operating theatre.

This time everything was at the teaching hospital (St. Paul's eye unit). The place is a 'nightmare' to get to and to make it worse we were told by friends of roadworks and a new one-way system. So we did a recce a week before the appt. Worked out the route and navigated the one-way system. 

Appt day came round and we went to the hospital, I dropped OH at the entrance. It was hours before he rang to get me to return and collect him. 
On the journey back he told me what had happened. He'd spent ages in one waiting room after another. They'd asked him the same questions at each stage as he saw various people. Then someone had said he'd get another appt to return and complete the assessment. That's when he'd asked them whether there was any reason it couldn't be done there and then. He'd been told it would involve waiting... He'd already spent most of his time waiting so another wait was no problem.

So he waited and all assessments were completed.

Next, we received an appt letter for January 2013. 

Then, out of the blue another appt letter, cancelling the first and rescheduling for 10th Nov. Saturday? Another backlog had built up and this time ops were being rescheduled for Saturdays.

Last Saturday was 'the 'day'...now we're in the recuperation stage.








Friday, 26 October 2012

Tai-Chi

The other weekend I was staying with friends and went to my first Tai Chi class. Sorry to say I was not impressed, but didn't know any better.

Wednesday this week, I caught a later train and went to Manchester with B. It was the Playhouse Theatre which is just over the road from Oxford Road station. Good as it meant less travelling.
Our first disappointment was when we found our usual restaurant had 'closed until further notice'. So we had to find somewhere else. The pub meal was okay but they only did a limited menu.
On our theatre trips we like to end lunch with coffee and something 'naughty' such as cheesecake. Off we went and after queuing, we had coffee and lemon cheesecake (B) and I had chai latte and strawberry cheesecake.
Then on to the theatre.

Forty-second street - lovely costumes, cheerful music and very energetic, skilled dancers. The down-side was the theatre itself. Apparently it had been refurbished, but the seating remains cramped, grab rails too shiny and slippery. Getting to our seats was bad enough, sitting there for 2.5 hours? was a nightmare. Talk about having painfully stiff joints! 

The good news was we had a lovely chat and I said I might go to the Tai-Chi class with B. Hence this morning's efforts. I have to say it was thoroughly enjoyable, greater numbers than the other one and friendlier people. For a small remuneration we had an hour's tuition and either tea of coffee. Then I was invited to join them on their next outing, but unfortunately not convenient but there'll be others.

So next Friday morning? Back to Tai Chi.

Sunday, 7 October 2012

That'll teach me!

not to plan too far ahead, and not to blog about it.
Just learnt the due to lack of takers, the Curry Night has been cancelled.

Saturday, 6 October 2012

Taking a leaf

from an online friend's blog...Thanks, Joy
I've had a go at making my own version of Roasted Vegetable Soup.

Having read her posts about making soup and finding I had some it would be better if I used these up vegetables, I had a go.

The vegetable rack had a butternut squash, some courgettes and onions and I'd just bought some peppers.
Into the halogen oven went sliced vegetables for roasting. Courgettes sliced length-ways, similarly butternut squash with seeds removed and sliced deseeded peppers (red).

A lovely mouth-watering aroma came from the cooked vegetables.

Roasted and roughly chopped they went in to the soup pan with water and chopped onions. Yes, the onions ought to have been roasted but this was an 'if it occurs to you - add it' concoction.

Simmered and condiments added, cooled and whizzed to make a smother texture then left over night for flavours to develop.
Today, I decided the smoked paprika would make an excellent addition to the flavouring, so in some went.

Now, all that's left is to heat through thoroughly and serve...


Friday, 5 October 2012

Since

Yesterday's epistle fell with a silent thud into the ether...at least I feel better for having put my thoughts down for 'posterity'.

I have something different to look forward to next week. 

Lovely folk in Rishton are holding a fund-raising event in aid of the East Lancs. Hospice. 
I've been with my friends to that restaurant several times and the food is scrummy. I could not resist the opportunity to meet up with my friends, go to the restaurant, hopefully have an evening of fun and laughter whilst raising funds for charity.

Thursday, 4 October 2012

New term - new course

Studies with the OU continue apace thanks to transitional arrangements. Having been a student under the original fees regime, I do not have to pay the grossly inflated prices forced on others.
I love studying, it keeps the old grey cells from degenerating with aging. 
Previously, I did SD226 Biological Psychology. Okay, so afterwards I vowed 'never again'. But, time marches on an experiences fade, and the OU develop new attractive courses whose descriptions whet the appetite for study.
So, here I am at the commencement of SDK228 - 
The Science of the Mind - Investigating Mental Health.
The first eTMA (electronic Tutor Marked Assignment) is due to be submitted online no later than noon on 29th November. 
Biopsychosociology - or looking at how biology, psychology and sociology play a part in mental health.

Reading blogs by by online friends, I've noticed that some seem to be coming down regularly with aches and pains, a sense of being 'under the weather' often accompanied by sore throat, sniffles and the like.

With my learning hat on my mind began to wonder about my online friends and their recurring 'not very well' postings.
Why?
Because in recent study using readings, audio and video I've been looking at 'depression', 
stress and how flu-like symptoms can be linked to biology, psychology and sociology (somatisation).

People can think they have flu-like symptoms and lay the blame on increased contact with people of all ages. It's tempting to think that the symptoms have arisen through being at work. They can, and do, but Not because of the germ 'soup' of the working environment. Rather the imposition of yet more and more 'must do', must be 'seen to do' tasks. Onerous, time-consuming and seemingly never-ending. Add on extra layers such as observation, assessment, time constraints as well as simply doing the job...?

Those recurring bouts of flu-like 'virus', headaches, sore throats are the body and brain attempting to tell the person 'enough'! Be more kind to yourself.
Learn how to say 'Yes, But...' instead of acquiescence when someone tasks you with yet more burdens on your 'willing' shoulders.    
Refrain from taking on more and more 'must do this', 'must do'...
Your well-being, is under threat - the longer and greater stresses become...











Sunday, 30 September 2012

In a hole in the ground there lived a

Bilbo Baggins went on a journey 'there and back again'.

Another of my favourite books by my all-time favourite author J. R. R. Tolkien. Why the sudden need to blog about a book whose anniversary was celebrated on 21st September 2012?

December 14th 2012 sees the premier of the Hobbit movie part I. For those like me who are eagerly anticipating its arrival, the ubiquitous Facebook has a page by Peter Jackson,  another called the Hobbit UK and last but not least the OneRing.net a world-wide collaboration of Tolkien fandom.

So, seeing as a download option was available, I include the following for your delectation and delight.
Dwarven
Thorin Oakenshield 

Fili and Kili


Thursday, 27 September 2012

That was then...

This is now, and what a change to procedures. A few years back OH had a cataract operation. There was a long waiting list and to help out a team of South African medics toured here.
OH received his appointment and was collected by taxi and taken to the mobile clinic. He returned by taxi having had all the necessary explanations, advice and so on. 
A short while later he received his appt for the operation and instructions to bathe both eye areas twice a day for the week before.
Once more he was collected by taxi and taken to the mobile state-of the-art operating suite. He had his op (successful) and the taxi brought him home along with instructions for aftercare. They phoned him a couple of times to ask how he was and if he wanted to ask anything. All in all a successful outcome.

The SA team are here no longer and OH is to have an op on the other eye.

This time it's the NHS and visits to the teaching hospital.

There has been a massive investment in re-configuring the road network. We did a practice run the other week to work out the 'best' route. 

Today was spent going to and from the hospital. 8am to try to get there for an 8.45 appt. I drove home leaving OH to attend his appt. 

It was 11.30 before OH phoned for me to collect him. He'd spent the time going around the hospital from on queue to another.

Tuesday, 25 September 2012

The more it rains...

The more it goes on raining...with apologies to A.A.Milne
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A deep area of low pressure has decided the wedge itself across the UK. So we have persisting down rain from drizzle thro' to pouring down.

Places which made the headlines over the 'summer' are now being inundated again. Rail and road transport have been disrupted.

Monday, 17 September 2012

Taking the Michael

This is the bloke Meddling and Interfering in the lives of children! Why?
He has No Knowledge of Education practice. He's never had any professional educational training yet he's been let loose on the exam system.
"Michael has been MP since 2005. He is an active local campaigner, having run vital projects to protect the local environment, improve public transport and help police deal with anti-social behaviour. Michael worked as a journalist before entering into politics."

Reading newspaper reports this morning has made me annoyed.

From the Independent
There would be an "all-or-nothing" three-hour exam at the end of the course – and pupils would no longer be able to take resits of each module of the exam to bump up their grades. In future, they will resit the entire exam or nothing. In addition, there will be no more modules or continuous assessment of pupils throughout the course period. 

Another example of ministerial ignorance.

I did Ordinary and Advanced Level exams. I taught 'O' level and CSE; endured the change-over to GCSE. It took months of meetings and training sessions before GCSE was implemented. 

Further on in the Independent article it shows that the Dem part of the ConDem partnership is similarly delusional.
Sources close to Nick Clegg said last night the new exam would be taken by 95 per cent of the age cohort. It was described as "a reform to raise the bar but not shut the door".

Obviously these folk have no knowledge of the real world and each lives in a cozy self-fulfilling bubble.

So I did a little search and came across some questions from the 
Wales Educational Trust (Yorks) 1910 - typical paper for 10-11 years of age.

What is the total cost of 19 bags of Whole Meal at 10 1/2d per bag and a side of bacon weighing 65lbs at 10 1/2d per lb?

Postcards already stamped can be bought at the rate of 11 for 6d. Similarly postcards, unstamped can be bought at the rate of 25 for 1d.
Which is cheaper to buy, postcards already stamped or postcards and stamps separately?

If 3cwt, 3qrs, 21lbs of tea can be weighed into equal packets each containing an exact number of pounds, what is the greatest number of packets which may so be made as each packet contains more than one pound?

I must admit that reading those questions brought back memories of sitting the 11+ exam.

Those were the days before metrication when money came in farthings, halfpennies, pennies,  tuppences, three-penny bits, sixpences, shillings, two-bob bits (florin), half-crowns and that was just the 'shrapnel'.

Another example of 1910 school scholarship questions.









Friday, 14 September 2012

Dulce et decorum est part 2

Hugh Dennis' maternal grandfather endured far worse experiences.
Godfrey Parker Hinnels of Bury St. Edmunds born 1896, the son of a law clerk joined the Suffolk Regiment. His younger brother Frank (1898) was killed at Gallipoli.

13th February 1917 Godfrey was shipped to France. 
WWI had become a stalemate around Arras. Godfrey and the Suffolks first task was to bury the dead from the actions of the first battle of Arras

April 9th - 14th 
23rd April - 7th May


The Suffolk Regiment was sent to Neuville Vitasse south-east of Arras. They arrived at the trenches in front of the Hindenburg Line.
The Suffolks were sent to use grenades as they advanced (4.45) fighting (bombing) their way along.
Brutal fighting employing specialist bayonet men and grenade throwers.
Within 3 hours, Godfrey and the Suffolks came within 200 yards of their objective, only to be forced to retreat!
Casualties - only some 350 out of 700 survived including Godfrey.

The Arras campaign - some 4000+ men were lost daily (5 weeks and 160 000 Allied losses). 

Next Godfrey and the Suffolks were sent to Belgium between Ypres and Passchendaele Ridge.
26th September 1/3 of the Suffolk battalion was 'lost'.

The remainder overwintered near Poperinge (Ypres). Here they found 'Toc H' Talbot House. It was set up by Chaplain Philip (Tubby) Clayton. 
An 'Everyman's Club' a green idyll - 
“All rank abandon, ye who enter here.”

Home comforts in the heart of the battlefield. There was a garden and the men were encouraged to do gardening as therapy.

Spring Offensive 1918
Godfrey is now in a new regiment the Lincolnshires. Sent to defend the village of Wijtschate, Heuvelland.

CO of the BEF (British Expeditionary Force) Douglas Haig issued a Special Order of the Day.


"There is no other course open to us but to fight it out.  Every position must be held to the last man: there must be no retirement.  With our backs to the wall and believing in the justice of our cause each one of us must fight on to the end.  The safety of our homes and the Freedom of mankind alike depend upon the conduct of each one of us at this critical moment."

(Signed) D. Haig F.M.
Commander-in-Chief
British Armies in France

General Headquarters
Tuesday, April 11th, 1918

16th April 1918
The Lincolnshires were attacked by Germans under the cover of dense fog. Hand-to-hand fighting ensued.
Lincolnshires lost some 3/4 of the Battalion. Godfrey survived - it was to be his last front-line service.
He returned to Bury St. Edmunds, married in 1927 and lived out his days. (1974)


Thursday, 13 September 2012

Dulce et decorum est

pro patria mori... poem by Wilfred Owen telling of part of his experience of WWI.

Hugh Dennis (actor and comedian) is one of the people whose family history (part of) has been broadcast by Auntie Beeb. The first thing that surprised me was Hugh's father addressing him as 'Pete'.


Hugh's branch of the Dennis family
Father - John
Grandfather - Hubert Ronald (Ron to his family) born 1899 (1901 census)
Great-grandfather - John (coal hewer) wife Edith known as Edie.
John came from a village in Yorkshire (Kiveton Park) and worked in Kiveton Colliery.
The two sons were born in Wales a nearby village.

Hugh meets up with Eric Chambers of the Kiveton and Wales Historical Society.
Next he goes to Wales Primary school where Keith Laybourn shows him the Roll of Honour. Both of the Dennis brothers, John and Ronald, gained scholarships to Woodhouse Grammar School from the Wales Educational Trust. 
Edith and John saw education as the way for their sons to escape working in the colliery. Most local families depended on the mine with generations working down the pit.
Kiveton Park former colliery offices.  

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June 1917
Ronald joins the army and is seen as 'officer material'. He joins a group of Army cadets at St. John's College, Cambridge on a six-month course to become temporary officers. The attrition rate amongst junior officers was so great that the ranks of public school educated officers were being supplemented from Grammar schools.
Hugh also went to the same college (1980s). 

In WWI the Army had taken over some of the colleges and turned them into training centres for officers. These temporary officers were given a quick course in behaviour and social skills expected of Officers, passing the port, dining in medieval surroundings in the college. An alien world, just as alien as when the brothers from a mining family went to grammar school.

Ronald arrived in France in October 1918. We the benefit of history we know it ended in November.
Imperial War Museum military historian Nigel Steel showed Hugh his grandfather's Medal Index Record.
Temporary Officer Hubert Ronald Dennis arrived on 12th October when troops had broken away from the trench war stalemate and it was now chaotic mobile combat.
Ronald found himself near Arras and the River Sombre. He was platoon commander of some 30-35 men and he was only 19 years old.
They were sent to capture the village of Futoy. Fighting through a mile of German troops, they captured the village, but with heavy losses.
13 officers were lost - 5 killed and 8 wounded.
Ronald was amongst the wounded.

Hugh was shown Ronald's medical record - wounded by shellfire fragments in his upper right arm. (Blighty wound) Sent home to recover (2-3 weeks).
After the war Ronald left the army and got married.
He lived until 1990 and died at the age of 91.


Wednesday, 12 September 2012

Converse

On Sunday after the geology tour N and I stopped for a brew in the café. We chatted and the topic of conversation turned to teaching. 
N had been Head of a Primary School and was granted early retirement (ill health). I was reminded me of similarities between her experience and my late friend Michael.
  • Head teacher of a Primary School
  • Long, arduous hours often thankless.
  • Governors with a political agenda
  • Parents of the pushy/interfering/blame school staff type
  • Parents of the totally ineffectual he/she can/does what they like and it's okay type
  • Political interference by the 'powers that be' meddlesome at best and at worst? Look at the Lib/Lab, Lab, Con and Con/Dem fiasco(s) since the 1980s.
I for one am thoroughly annoyed by the on-going trend to view education as
Input -- through-put -- output
Child into the 'system' -- Child-teen through the system...
Leaves the system and continues as a statistic from Cradle to Grave.

Yes, there are islands of where the lucky few, staff and pupils live an education idyll.
But, some schools aren't so lucky...their alumni include:
  • Murderers - same tutor group throughout schooldays...but within a year of leaving X murdered Y
  • Children of murderer - a brother and two sisters - returned home from school to find that their father had murdered their mother
  • Muederee - someone taunted a disabled man so much and for so long that eventually the man snapped and stabbed his tormentor
  • Shop-lifters
  • Pyromaniacs - reported recently in local press
  • Thieves
  • Burglars
  • Drug dealers - a particular road on an estate well-known locally
July 2012
"THE mum of murdered Merseyside teen Anthony Walker today spoke of her pride after thousands of people attended a festival dedicated to her late son.
Gee Walker opened the seventh Anthony Walker Foundation (AWF) Festival on Saturday with retired TV news presenter Gordon Burns and said it was “lovely to see so many people come together to celebrate his life”.

Previously, another murderer and victim attended that same school. Victim born 1968 murdered 1988.

To end on some good news from the Liverpool Echo - Dominique sister of Anthony Walker...

Dominique Walker knew his killers, Paul Taylor and Michael Barton, who remain in prison for the racist murder. "I grew up with Paul," she says. "I knew him since I was three, a small child,